I'm fucking sick of the fucking cockbiting fucktards that call themselves my friends. (I'm not talking about the ones in Langley, so don't get all hyped up about it. You guys are great <3)

Anyways, it would seem that nobody listens to a word I say, so I finally semi-snapped and said fuck it. I'm probably going to rarely have my status set to 'Online' or 'Away' for the rest of the week on MSN, but I'll still be online. For those of you with the newest version, you can still talk to me.
Yeah, I must've told this guy fivehundred fucking times that I'm not going on the fucking webcam for him, yet every fucking hour he sends a request. I've told him nicely to stop, civilly, and now I'm reduced to swearing at him, teh cockbiter. (FYI, You'll rarely see me this pissed, so it's an experience.)
And another guy, keeps linking me to YouTube videos when I've told him at least ten times that videos, especially YouTube, do not work on my videos. And that is what put me overboard. I know you're probably reading this, and I just wanna say, thanks for making my already fucked up evening even worse, ya fucktard.
Yeah. I also rarely swear like this, so savor it while you can.
Haha, I'll probably never be allowed to set foot in a Catholic Church as long as I live now, my great-grandmother must be rolling in her grave.
Basically in the past few days (I didn't go to school today), I've been sick, depressed and overly angered all at once. This morning my throat seized up so I could barely breathe, I still can't talk.
Yeah. Dan's been telling me about his dreams, and they're um.. interesting. Ehehe.
At anyrate, My dreams are probably what is making me so depressed lately, They all seem to become reality, and I'm scared because last night, I nearly killed a man in my dream. It's probably one thing I don't want Dan to know about, I'm afraid it'll scare him off, it's scaring me too, because what if it's not just a dream, and this one is premonic too? I couldn't live with myself if it came true, really I couldn't.
Well, I gotta sign off. I need to talk to people, and I REALLY have to go to school tomorrow. ^_^

Later biz-natches <3

Current Location: Langley, BC
Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: All That I'm Living For - Evanescence

Well. First Post.

It's not often you have a first post..


Whatever. ¬_¬


Anyways, what a way to start. "Well."

Haha, Okay, moving on.

Last night I slept for like, fifteen hours, and when I finally got up, I was only up for a few minutes before I had to lay down again. Freakin' Back was killing me, it still is. I'm surprised it hasn't collapsed at all under my weight.
Yeah, I'm glad I didn't go to school today, I had major stomach (actually, below stomach. "The" area.) cramps. And yes, I'm aware I'm male and shouldn't have cramps there, but I have them. IN A CYCLE.
Maybe I'm just that androgyonous. -cough-
Yeah. Another reason is I got to talk to Dan, and yeah. We talked.
He thought he isn't good enough for me, because he was too tall (I'm looking over our chat log from this afternoon now), and I was like, "What the meow? I don't care how tall you are. I'm actually more attracted to guys that are taller than I am"
Yeah.
I wish I still lived in Summerland so I could see him, Really, I do. Of course, the only people who will understand whats being typed here are those who have known me for a while, or I've blabbed too.
I tend to rant, so if I'm thouroughly pissed, You can catcha rant here.

Well, I should get to bed. I actually have to try to get to school in the morning.

Toodles, biz-natches. <3

Current Location: Langley, BC
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Lacrymosa - Evanescence